SHINee - Always Love

KANJI

高いビルの隙間 虹を見つけた
One day 雨上がりの街で

君にも見せたいな そう思った途端
ふいに笑顔がこぼれたよyeah

落ち込んでても君を想うと
不思議だよね

どんな時もLove この心にLove
あふれるほどAlways Love
君は僕の笑顔の理由
Now会えない時もSmile 頑張ってるって
伝えたい 今すぐ 届けたい 愛を込めて

Thank you for your cheering me
Thank you for your cheering me
Always Love, Always Love

君に出逢って僕は 少し変わった
Maybeささいな事だけど

苦手だったメールさえ 悪くないなんて
ちょっと思い始めてる

ひとりきりじゃ叶えられないDream 君がいれば
どんな時もLove この心にLove
あふれるほどAlways Love
君は僕の笑顔の理由
Now会えない時もSmile 頑張ってるって
伝えたい 今すぐ 届けたい 愛を込めて

Everyday Everywhere
きっと同じ空の下で
君が僕のこと信じてくれてる
ただそれが嬉しい

Thank you for your cheering me
Thank you for your cheering me
Always Love, Always Love

Thank you for your cheering me
Thank you for your cheering me
Always Love, Always Love

どんな時もLove この心にLove
あふれるほどAlways Love
君は僕の笑顔の理由
Now会えない時もSmile 頑張ってるって
伝えたい 今すぐ 届けたい 愛を込めて

Always Love, Always Love


ROMANIZATION

[All] yeah...

[Jonghyun] takai biru no sukima niji wo mitsuketa
One day ameagari no machi de

[Key] kimi ni mo misetai na sou omotta totan
Fui ni egao ga koboreta yo yeah~

[Onew] ochikon de temo kimi wo omou to
[Taemin] fushigi dayo ne

[All] donna toki mo love
Kono kokoro ni love
[Onew] afureru hodo always love
[Jonghyun] Kimi wa boku no egao no riyuu
[All] now aenai toki mo smile
[Minho] ganbatteru tte
[Onew] tsutaetai
[key] ima sugu
[Taemin] todo ketai [jonghyun] ai wo komete

[All] thank you for your cheering me
Thank you for your cheering me
Always love, always love

[Taemin] kimi ni deatte boku wa sukoshi kawatta
sasai ima koto dakedo

[Onew] nigate datta mail sae warukunai nante
[Minho] chotto omoi hajimeteru

[Jonghyun] hitori kirija kanae rarenai dream
[Key] kimi ga ireba

[All] donna toki mo love
Kono kokoro ni love
[Onew] afureru hodo always love
[Jonghyun] kimi wa boku no egao no riyuu
[All] now aenai toki mo smile
[Minho] ganbatteru tte
[Jonghyun] tsutaetai [key] ima sugu
[Taemin] todo ketai [onew] ai wo komete

[Jonghyun] everyday everywhere
Kitto onaji sora no shitade
[Onew] kimi ga boku no koto
[Taemin] shinjite kureteru
Tada sore ga ureshii

[All] thank you for your cheering me
[key] (always love)
[All] thank you for your cheering me
[key] (oh)
[Key] always love, always love

[All] thank you for your cheering me
[Jonghyun] (thank you for your cheering me)
[All] thank you for your cheering me
[Jonghyun] (uuh~)
[Key] always love, always love
[Jonghyun] (ohh~)

[All] donna toki mo love
Kono kokoro ni love
[Onew] afureru hodo always love
[Jonghyun] kimi wa boku no egao no riyuu
[All] now aenai toki mo smile
[Minho] ganbatteru tte
[Onew] tsutaetai [key] ima sugu
[Taemin] todo ketai [jonghyun] ai wo komete

[Key] always love, always love


TRANSLATION

I found a rainbow gap in the tall buildings
One day, in the city after the rain

I feel like once wanting to show you too
It made me smile all of a sudden, yeah

If you feel like you are depressed
It's strange, isn't it?

REFF:
any time Love
Inside this heart, love
In abundance Always Love
you are my reason to smile
Now, even when we don't meet, Smile
Please keep on fighting
The truth is love will come soon

Thank you for your cheering me
Thank you for your cheering me
Always Love
Always Love


Upon meeting you, I was changed a little
Maybe, although it looks like a trivial

Even sending mail wasn't sound all bad
I started feeling a little sorry

Dream that seems cannot be fulfilled alone
Why don't you just try

REFF:
any time Love
Inside this heart, love
In abundance Always Love
you are my reason to smile
Now, even when we don't meet, Smile
Please keep on fighting
The truth is love will come soon

Everyday, Everywhere,
(we) always under the same sky
If you believe in me
That thing only could made me happy

Thank you for your cheering me (always love)
Thank you for your cheering me
Always Love, Always Love

Thank you for your cheering me (Thank you for your cheering me)
Thank you for your cheering me
Always Love, Always Love

Any time Love
Inside this heart, love
In abundance Always Love
you are my reason to smile
Now, even when we don't meet, Smile
Please keep on fighting
The truth is love will come soon

always love, always love

CREDITS:
Romanization: lyricsmode
Translation: ME

SHINee - To Your Heart

KANJI

To To To とどけ

To To To To your heart
To To To To your heart

そらさないで今からキミに
大切な言葉伝えるから!

ぎこちないけど…とっておきのFraise
「Shooting Starに乗って愛を探しに行こう」

誰も知らない　One world
秘密の場所へ　Let’s go
Are U ready now?

キミと無重力の世界へ
はぐれないように手をつないで!
青い地球と空中散歩さ
星くずのドレスまとい
キミはボクのPrincessさ

息するたびキミが浮かぶよ
笑ってるかな?泣いてないかな?

見つけに行こう　とびっきりのSmile
ボクに任せて後悔させないから!

素顔のキミが　So hot
大好きだから　Let’s go
Are U ready now?

キミと無重力の世界へ
はぐれないように手をつないで!
青い地球と空中散歩さ
星くずのドレスまとい
キミはボクのPrincessさ

銀河の上飛び回って
はしゃぐキミはSo pretty
永遠にWill be together…
約束だよ

届け To your heart!!
描け All your dreams!!
響け To your heart!!
叶え All your dreams!!

無限大の未来ボクと歩もう
Don’t you wanna go now?
この手を取って…
キミのその手をそっと取って
この気持ちきっとこのままで
I wanna キミを守りたい

キミと無重力の世界へ
はぐれないように手をつないで!
青い地球と空中散歩さ
星くずのドレスまとい
キミはボクのPrincessさ

ROMANIZATION

To To To todoke
To To To To your heart

To To To To your heart

[TAEMIN] sorasanaide ima kara kimi ni
[ONEW] taisetsu na kotoba tsutae rukara!

[KEY] gikochinaikedo... totteokino Fraise
[JONGHYUN] ( Shooting Star ni notte ai wo sagashi ni iko u )

[KEY] daremo shira nai [ONEW] One world
[KEY] himitsu no basho he [ONEW] Let ' s go
[KEY] Are U ready now?

[ALL] kimi to mujuuryoku no sekai he
hagurenaiyouni te wotsunaide!
[JONGHYUN] aoi chikyuu to kuuchuu sanpo sa
[TAEMIN] hoshi kuzuno doresu matoi
[ONEW] kimi wa boku no Princess sa

[MINHO] iki surutabi kimi ga uka buyo
[JONGHYUN] waratte rukana? nai tenaikana?

[ONEW] mitsu keni iko u tobikkirino Smile
[KKEY] boku ni makase te koukai sasenaikara!
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/shinee/to_your_heart.html ]
[KEY] sugao no kimi ga [TAEMIN] So hot
[KEY] daisuki dakara [TAEMIN] Let ' s go
[KEY] Are U ready now?

[ALL]kimi to mujuuryoku no sekai he
hagurenaiyouni te wotsunaide!
[JONGHYUN] aoi chikyuu to kuuchuu sanpo sa
[TAEMIN] hoshi kuzuno doresu matoi
[ONEW] kimi wa boku no Princess sa

[ONGHYUN] ginga no ue tobi mawatte
hashagu ki mi wa So pretty
[KEY] eien ni Will be together...
[ONEW] yakusoku dayo.

[JONGHYUN] todoke To your heart!
[TAEMIN] egake All your dreams!
[ONEW] hibike To your heart!
[KEY] kanae All your dreams!

[JONGHYUN] mugendai no mirai boku to ayumo u
[TAEMIN] Don ' t you wanna go now?
kono te wo totte...
[MINHO] kimi nosono te wosotto totte
kono kimochi kittokonomamade
I wanna kimi wo mamori tai

kimi to mujuuryoku no sekai he
hagurenaiyouni te wotsunaide!
[JONGHYUN] aoi chikyuu to kuuchuu sanpo sa
[TAEMIN] hoshi kuzuno doresu matoi
[ONEW] kimi wa boku no Princess sa

ENGLISH

To To To Notify To To To To Your HeartTo To To NotifyTo To To To Your Heart

From now on you do not warp
Words convey the important
I reserve awkward Face
I ride trying to find a shooting Star

You to a world of weightlessness and
Hand in hand as Hagurenai
Walk the earth and the sky blue
Stardust wears dress
You will be my Princess

Each time you breathe you’ll come up with
What are you laughing and crying not
Smile go to find a superb
I do not regret letting the

You fly around the galaxy frolic so Pretty
We’ll be together forever
We Promise

Deliver To Your Heart
Draw on your dreams
warm To Your Heart
to make your dreams come true

Infinite future, Walk With Me
Don’t you wanna go now
Take my hand

This feeling … take it straight to your hands

credits go to:
romaji: lyrics.com
english trans cr: blinger4ava & pplr@SHWRadio FB

SHINee - Stranger

JAPANESE

一瞬で変わるシナリオ
運命を感じた瞬間から
“守りよ*”と決めた君だけを　　　　
Oh lalalalala　lalalalala！

何処までも彷徨う　この暗闇を　OH~
抱いてくれよ君は何処にいるの　OH~

夜明けの光　独いた一人
悲しいを止めてた僕らはきっと
はやつ朝が来るまで
けだけ夜の果てまで
たどり着けるいつか君となら
Lalalalala　lalalalala！

悲しみをきっとない記憶の罠の　OH~
けついつ為に愛するわけじゃない　OH~

口から痛み感じ度（たび）に
分かり合いのはず　僕らはきっと
この声が足れるまで　呼び続ける君だけを
何度でも　その名前を　OH~

(RAP)
XXXX on it’s way.
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

XXXXXXXXXXXX諦めない一緒にXXXX
後いう間にXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
守りたい物は一瞬だけ
こんな暗い闇乗り換え BREAK IT!

一瞬で変わるシナリオ
運命を感じた瞬間から
“もう良いよ”と決めた君だけを　　　　
Oh lalalalala　lalalalala！

*Sounds like「森奥」but that makes less sense.　Other alternative is ”もう良いよ”

ROMANJI

Isshun de kawaru shinario
unmei wo kanjita shunkan kara
“mouiiyo” to kimeta kimidake wo
Oh lalalalala　lalalalala！

dokomademo samayou kono kurayami o OH~
Daitekuretayo kimi wa doko ni iru no OH~

yoake no hikari dokuita hitori
kanashii o tometeta bokura wa kitto

Hayatsu asa ga kuru made
Kedake yoru no hate made
Tadoritsukeru itsuka kimi to nara
Oh Lalalalala　lalalalala！

Kanashimi o kitto nai kioku no wana no OH~
Ketsuitsu tameni aisuruwakejyanai OH~

Kuchikara itami kanjitabi ni
Wakariai no hazu bokura wa kitto
Kono koe ga tareru made yobitsuzukeru kimi dake wo
Nando demo sono namae o OH~

(RAP**)
XXXX on it’s way.
atoiu ma niXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
xxxxxxxxxxxxakiramenai isshouni
mamoritai mono wa isshun dake
konna kurai yami norikae BREAK IT!
(END RAP)

Isshun de kawaru shinario
unmei wo kanjita shunkan kara
“mouiiyo” to kimeta kimidake wo
Oh lalalalala　lalalalala！


ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS

The scenerio that changes in a flash
From the moment I felt my destiny
You’re the only one I’ve decided to protect.
Oh lalalalalal lalalalala!

Countless times, I’ve wandered around lost, in the darkness
Embrace me please, where are you?

The light of the dawning night, by my lonely self.
Having even stopped sorrow, we will definite -
Until the morning comes,
Until the end of the night,
We will reach (our destination), if it’s with you.

In the snare of memories, without any sorrows
It’s not for the sake of stubborness(?) that I’m loving you.

Everytime we feel the pain from (our) mouth
We should understand each other more.
Until you’re feeling tired of this voice, I will keep calling for you.
No matter how many times, that name…..

XXXXXXXXXXXXXX on it’s way
XXXXXXXXXXXXXX
In a few moments more xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
The thing that I want to protect is only there for a moment,
Evercome this darkness BREAK IT.

The scenerio that changes in a flash
From the moment I felt my destiny
You’re the only one I’ve decided to protect.
Oh lalalalalal lalalalala!
Credit: http://kinna84.livejournal.com

SHINee - Start

Japanese

I want to start
Do you wanna start

I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start

勝算はあるかなんて　あるわけないじゃん　oh oh
前にも後ろにも　あるようでないさ

やみくもに時速上げ　突っ走って衝動short
やり切れず見上げるsky　それでもsmile

新しい道を探してる
どこかにきっと
今歩き始めたところさ
なにかを信じて

OH OH OH OH　OH OH OH OH　I want to start I want to start
OH OH OH OH　OH OH OH OH　I want to start
The way which I believe

不安がないかなんて　ないわけないじゃん　Wow Wow
敵も味方も　ないようであるさ

どっちだって全速力　突っ切って頂上くらいで丁度
この辺で変速するかい?　それもまた勝負!

輝き続けてくために
―だれもがきっと―
歩き続けてゆくだけさ
―どこかに向かって―

OH OH OH OH　OH OH OH OH　I want to start I want to start
OH OH OH OH　OH OH OH OH　I want to start
The way which I believe

I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start

憂鬱な雨が沁みてゆけばぬかるんでゆく
どうしたらいいの?
start? stop? start? stop? step step!! START!

新しい道を探してる
―どこかにきっと―
今歩き始めたところさ
―なにかを信じて―

輝き続けてくために
―だれもがきっと―
歩き続けてゆくだけさ
―どこかに向かって―

未来に向かって　I want to start
何かを求めて　I want to start

Romanization

I want to start (Hey!)
Do you wanna start ?

I want to start to start to start
I want to start to start to start
I want to start to start to start
I want to start to start to start

Shousan wa aru ka nante aru wake nai jan oh oh
Oh mae ni mo ushiro ni mo aru you de nai sa

Yamikumo ni jisoku atte tsuppashitte shoudou short
Yari kire zu miageru sky (to the sky) soredemo smile

Atarashii michi o sagashi teru
Doko ka ni kitto
Ima aruki hajime ta tokoro sa
Nani ka o shinji te

OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OH I want to start I want to start
OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OH I want to start
The way which I believe

Fuan ga nai ka nante nai wake nai jan Wow Wow
Teki mo mikata mo nai you de aru sa

Docchi datte zensokuryoku tsukkit te choujou kurai de choudo (Oh oh oh~)
Kono atari de hensoku suru kai ? Sore mo mata shoubu !

Kagayaki tsuduke te ku tame ni
Dare mo ga kitto
Aruki tsuduke te yuku dake sa
Doko ka ni mukatte

OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OH I want to start (Oh~) I want to start (Yeah~)
OH OH OH OH OH OH OH OH I want to start
The way which I believe

I want to start to start to start (Oh oh oh~)
I want to start to start to start
I want to start to start to start
I want to start to start to start (t-Hey hey hey)

Yuuutsu na ame ga shimi te yuke ba nukarun de yuku
Dou shi tara ii no ?
Start ? Stop ? Start ? Stop ? Step step !! START !

Atarashii michi o sagashi teru
Doko ka ni kitto
Ima aruki hajime ta tokoro sa
Nani ka o shinji te (Oh oh yeah~)

Kagayaki tsuduke te ku tame ni
Dare mo ga kitto (Uh~)
Aruki tsuduke te yuku dake sa (Yeah~) (dake sa~)
Doko ka ni mukatte

Mirai ni mukatte I want to start (You start you start, yeah yeah I want)
Nani ka o motome te I want to start (Ah~) (Oh yeah) (To start, to start oh)


TRANSLATION

I want to start
Do you wanna start

I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start

There is a chance of success,
There is, isn't it? oh oh
Even before or after
There are not so much

Speed up blindly　
Let's get ready, short
only able to cut the thing we saw above, sky　
even only that, smile

Looking for a new way / path
definitely until wherever
now in the place i just began to walk
what should I believe?

OH OH OH OH　OH OH OH OH　I want to start I want to start
OH OH OH OH　OH OH OH OH　I want to start
The way which I believe

Do I or do I not have a fear
It's impossible not to have it, right?! Wow Wow
The enemies seems to be unfriendly

With a little to full speed
Get ready fast to climb up to exactly the top
Should i shift gear? even with it still can win


For sure it continues to shine
―surely everyone―
just continuously walking
― to which direction ―

OH OH OH OH　OH OH OH OH　I want to start I want to start
OH OH OH OH　OH OH OH OH　I want to start
The way which I believe

I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start
I want to start　start start

If depressing rain will have so much stain that it will be muddy
Is it okay like that?
start? stop? start? stop? step step!! START!

Looking for a new way / path
- definitely until wherever-
now in the place i just began to walk
- what should I believe? -

For sure it continues to shine
―surely everyone―
just continuously walking
― to which direction ―

Toward the future, I want to start
What do I want to seek, I want to start

Translation Credit: ME

p.s. My fave of all! Minho's part in this song is sooo sexy ^^

SHINee - Seesaw

Japanese

惑わせる気かい?
The mystery night 君のEyeが　見えない
But 軽くも無い　君は一体　どんな　Type?
Angel みたいに　笑ったり
泣けるくらいに　孤独を　背負った顔で
辺りを　見回しちゃっていたり

Where are U now? Where am I now?
Up down, seesaw. Crazy seesaw…
Where are U now? Where am I now?
迷宮入りのLove　もう　ヤバイ

わかってるでしょ?
危ない橋　渡ろうとしてると
でも　止められなくて
どうしようも無いってことも
君が思うほど　軟じゃない
But 君のことも　解んない
謎が謎を呼ぶ　人類
妖しささえ　楽しもう

Where are U now? Where am I now?
Up down, seesaw. Crazy seesaw…
Where are U now? Where am I now?
迷宮入りのLove　もう　ヤバイ

迷路の中でずっと待ってた
君を連れ込み　渦の奥へと…
「捕まるも、楽しいよ」
ほら　手を伸ばし
僕についておいでよ baby

Where are U now? Where am I now?
Up down, seesaw. Crazy seesaw…
Where are U now? Where am I now?
迷宮入りのLove　もう　ヤバイ

Crazy seesaw…

Romanji
Madowaseru ki kai?
The Mystery Night kimi no Eye ga mienai (I Like)
But karuku mo nai kimi wa itai donna Type?
Angel mitai ni warattari
Nakerukuraini koudokuni seotta kao de
Mawari o mimawashichatte itari

Where are U now? Where am I now?
Up down, seesaw. Crazy seesaw…
Where are U now? Where am I now?
Meikyouiri no Love mou yabai

Wakatterudeshou?
Abunai hashi watarou toshiteru to
Demo tomerarenakute
Doushiyoumonaitte kotomo
Kimigaomouhodo yawajyanai
But kimi no koto mo wakan nai
nazo ga nazo wo yobu jinrui
ayashisa sae tanoushimou

Where are U now? Where am I now?
Up down, seesaw. Crazy seesaw…
Where are U now? Where am I now?
Meikyouiri no Love mou yabai

Meiro no naka de zutto matteta
Kimi wo tsurekomi uzu no oku e to...
"Tsukamarumo, tanoshiiyo"
Hora, te wo nobashi
boku ni tsuite oite yo baby

Where are U now? Where am I now?
Up down, seesaw. Crazy seesaw…
Where are U now? Where am I now?
Meikyouiri no Love mou yabai

Crazy seesaw…

English
Are you trying to lead me astray?
The mystery night, your eyes, can't be seen
But I'm not that easy, what type are you exactly?
Sometimes like an angel, laughing,
But sometimes, with a face bearing so much loneliness that it makes one cry,
You look around your surroundings.

Where are U now? Where am I now?
Up down, seesaw. Crazy seesaw…
Where are U now? Where am I now?
I've had enough of this deadend love.

You know it, right?
I'm about to cross a dangerous bridge.
But, I can't stop anymore.
Even though I can't help it,
I'm not as weak as you think I am.
But, I don't understand you either.
A person who calls a mystery a mystery.
Enjoying the dangerousness of it even.

Where are U now? Where am I now?
Up down, seesaw. Crazy seesaw…
Where are U now? Where am I now?
I've had enough of this deadend love.

I've been waiting for you all this time, in the maze.
Bringing you into it, into the depths of the whirlpool...
"The catching process is fun too"
Here, stretch out your hands,
Come with me, baby.

Where are U now? Where am I now?
Up down, seesaw. Crazy seesaw…
Where are U now? Where am I now?
I've had enough of this deadend love.

Crazy See-saw...

credit: Kinna84@livejournal

p.s. not so much of my favorite..
But will post it anyway

SHINee - Better

From this post on, I will try to post the lyrics and translation of SHINee's Japanese song from their Japanese album, The First. The first honor goes to Better, the one song that catches me the most..

BETTER

Japanese

光の矢にはendmark
突き刺さる前に
上手に避けてしまえる
ものばかりじゃない
次々放たれるendless
痛みはいつしかinner
気づつけないままに深く深く

悲しいなら泣いて
ありのままに泣いて
それでも苦しくて誰かが必要なら
僕の傍においで
ありのままでおいで
どこにいても苦しいのなら
僕の傍においで

BETTER BETTER Oh Oh×3
BETTER

I get you better 孤独が忍び寄り
約束さえも日付を超えて
散々招いてentrance
嘆きの行き詰まるconer
気づかれないように閉ざす閉ざす

悲しいなら泣いて
ありのままに泣いて
それでも苦しくて誰かが必要なら
僕の傍においで
ありのままでおいで
どこにいても苦しいのなら
僕の傍においで

もう一度笑えるその日まで
いつまでだって傍にいて
その手をその手を離さない

悲しいなら泣いて
ありのままに泣いて
それでも苦しくて誰かが必要なら
僕の傍においで
ありのままでおいで
どこにいても苦しいのなら
僕の傍においで

BETTER BETTER Oh Oh×3
BETTER

Oh BETTER　この世界の果てで
君と巡り逢えたらいいな
BETTER　君といたい
BETTER　君と永遠に

いつの日か何処へでも
自分だけの力で
飛び立てる気がしたら
振り向かずに生きなよ


Romanji

Hikari no yari wa ENDMARK
tsukisasaru mae ni
Jyouzu ni saketeshimaeru
mono bakari jyanai
Tsugitsugi hanatareru ENDLESS
Itami wa itsu shika INNER
Kitsukenai mama ni fukaku fukaku

Kanashimi nara naite
Ari no mama ni naite
Soredemo kurushikute dareka ga hitsuyou nara
Boku no soba ni oide
Arinomama de oide
Doko ni itemo kurushii no nara
boku no soba ni oide

Better Better Oh　Oh x3
Better

I GET YOU BETTER koudoku ga shinobi yori
Yakusaoku sae mo hizuke wo koete
Sanzan maneite ENTRANCE
Nageki no iki tsumaru CORNER
Kidukarenai youni tozasu tozasu

Kanashimi nara naite
Ari no mama ni naite
Soredemo kurushikute dareka ga hitsuyou nara
Boku no soba ni oide
Arinomama de oide
Doko ni itemo kurushii no nara
boku no soba ni oide

Mouichido waraeru sono hi made
itsumade datte soba ni ite
Sono te wo sono te wo hanasanai

Kanashimi nara naite
Ari no mama ni naite
Soredemo kurushikute dareka ga hitsuyou nara
Boku no soba ni oide
Arinomama de oide
Doko ni itemo kurushii no nara
boku no soba ni oide

Better Better Oh　Oh x3
Better

OH BETTER Kono sekai no hate de kimi to meguri aetara iina
BETTER Kimi to itai
BETTER kimi to eien ni

Itsunohika doko e demo
jibun dake no chikara de
Tobitateru ki ga shitara
furi mukazu ni ikinayo


English Translations

Before the arrow of light, pierces the endmark
It’s not just a matter of dodging it skillfully
Numerous times, it was fired,
And the pain was always inflicted internally.
Without realising it, it went deeper, deeper…

If you are sad, cry.
Just honestly cry as you are.
If you are still in pain after that and need someone,
Come to my side.
Come as you are,
If you’re in pain no matter where you are,
Come to my side.

Better Better Oh　Oh x3
Better

I get you better, the loneliness creeps up upon us.
Even the promised date has passed.
The entrance that keeps beckoning to you,
The corner where one reaches the limit of one’s grief -
I will shut them off, shut them off, so that they don’t distress you any further.

If you are sad, cry.
Just honestly cry as you are.
If you are still in pain after that and need someone,
Come to my side.
Come as you are,
If you’re in pain no matter where you are,
Come to my side.

Until the day you can laugh again,
I will stay with you, no matter when that is.
Don’t let go of those hands, those hands,

If you are sad, cry.
Just honestly cry as you are.
If you are still in pain after that and need someone,
Come to my side.
Come as you are,
If you’re in pain no matter where you are,
Come to my side.

Oh BETTER At the ends of this world,
If I can run into you there, it would be great.
BETTER I want to be with you.
BETTER With you, forever.

Someday, no matter till where,
With just your own strength,
If you feel that you can stand up and take off,
Live, without looking back.



Credit: kinna84 @ livejournal
via forever_shinee

the meeting

another man, another story. and I am tired already...

so yesterday, I was working voluntarily for a project for less-fortunate children. There I met this very interesting person. Since the very beginning, I felt like I catched his attention. So did the second day of our meeting. He was in my group and we talked alot during our way home. What an interesting person. One man who is ambitious enough to let go stable job to start his own business

There is one sentence that strike me the most. He said, "in life, there is either 0% or 100%. Either you don't do it at all or you do it wholeheartedly". I reminded me of someone I miss the most. Someone who knows where to go in life. We talked about our job, how we felt the same under appreciation from people just because we become successful at our young age. I truly admire him, despite the fact that he felt under pressure for mentioning his educational background. To be honest, being a graduate from the same faculty and same university, I know exactly how the system works. I know his educational background and for sure I know he is much younger than me. But still, I admire him for being so brave to choose his own way of life. Out of comfort zone. Something that I am afraid of. Now, that I start to find the rhythm with the office, I am afraid of losing my post with the office.

Tough, I still have a dream that one day I will be in Japan again. Now with much consideration whether I will be there alone or with someone that I will grow old with.

If I ever have a sentence to describe how I feel: I feel like I am seeing the light at the end of very long tunnel. Yet, I could not yet comprehend on light. Whether it comes from the lone sunlight or a train that pass by to take me away with it. To another life in different places.

when will I get the answer? only God knows.. and only God knows what meaning lies behind the meeting with this man

Only you..

Hei baby..

I post a picture on my facebook page
and for the first time after long
so many push the like button there
I tell you, many!

But..
there is only one name I've been searching for
in between those names
it is your name

But
Your name is never there
never
When all I want to see is any name but you

watashi no tanjoubi no hi.. ano toki..

ano toki..

i still remember it very clearly..
it was a night time in February.. cold and cold..
but it was so warm for me as you walk your bike by my side
and we talk about our dream, our future

I asked you, what do you want to do.
and you said, i had a job.. at a company
you know it well, don't you? he said
and I said, yes..

then you asked me, what i want to do in my life
and i said, i guess i always want to be a diplomat
working in faraway land
talking in a foreign languange

maybe it could be United Nations, I said
and you replied, I used to have the same wish as yours
it surprised me, and i foolishly asked why you decided to forget it
and you said that you want a steady life and job

a steady life and job is what you want in your future
five years from now, you said
if i have a courage to continue, I will resign and look for my UN post
only if..

my love..
i keep my promise.. i keep my dream
i continue on becoming a UN staff
achieving my dream

my love..
how about you?
are you happy with your job?
will you keep your dream of working in the UN like I do?

i keep the dream as I keep my memory of you
a memory that hold me to life
a memory that bring me courage in bad days
to hold on and to wait

to wait for the day, i can see you again
tough i am afraid i might be waiting in vain
but i keep on waiting
my foots are moving but my hearts decides to stay

to stay where it always belong to
it always belong to you
to our conversation
to our dream

till the night we walk our bike again
crossing the dark road of cold Kyoto again
till I see the light in your eyes again
I will be waiting...

watashi no tanjoubi no hi.. ano toki..

ano toki..

i still remember it very clearly..
it was a night time in February.. cold and cold..
but it was so warm for me as you walk your bike by my side
and we talk about our dream, our future

I asked you, what do you want to do.
and you said, i had a job.. at a company
you know it well, don't you? he said
and I said, yes..

then you asked me, what i want to do in my life
and i said, i guess i always want to be a diplomat
working in faraway land
talking in a foreign languange

maybe it could be United Nations, I said
and you replied, I used to have the same wish as yours
it surprised me, and i foolishly asked why you decided to forget it
and you said that you want a steady life and job

a steady life and job is what you want in your future
five years from now, you said
if i have a courage to continue, I will resign and look for my UN post
only if..

my love..
i keep my promise.. i keep my dream
i continue on becoming a UN staff
achieving my dream

my love..
how about you?
are you happy with your job?
will you keep your dream of working in the UN like I do?

i keep the dream as I keep my memory of you
a memory that hold me to life
a memory that bring me courage in bad days
to hold on and to wait

to wait for the day, i can see you again
tough i am afraid i might be waiting in vain
but i keep on waiting
my foots are moving but my hearts decides to stay

to stay where it always belong to
it always belong to you
to our conversation
to our dream

till the night we walk our bike again
crossing the dark road of cold Kyoto again
till I see the light in your eyes again
I will be waiting...

When One Country Tries to Mix Business with Pleasure

Sebelum anda bertanya kenapa saya memberi judul tulisan ini "ketika negara mencoba untuk mencampuradukkan bisnis dengan kesenangan", cobalah membaca artikel yang saya kutip dari viva news berikut ini

Aktor Hyun Bin Jadi Duta Pertahanan ke RI
Ia diagendakan mengunjungi Korps Marinir TNI AL dan menghadiri peringatan Hari TNI.
Rabu, 21 September 2011, 10:50 WIB

VIVAnews -- Aktor Korea Selatan, Hyun Bin, diagendakan datang ke Indonesia bulan depan. Bukan sebagai artis, kunjungannya dalam rangka mendukung ekspor industri pertahanan Korea Selatan -- sebagai bagian dari wajib militer yang ia jalani selama dua tahun.

Model berusia 29 tahun ini dipilih karena ketenarannya yang melintasi batas negara. Korea Selatan akan menempatkannya di pos luar negeri sebagai duta besar tak resmi.

"Pemerintah Indonesia mengundang Hyun Bin dalam rangka peringatan Hari TNI 4 - 7 Oktober 2011. Kementerian Pertahanan sedang mempertimbangkan untuk mengirimkannya ke Indonesia," kata salah satu pejabat Korps Marinir, seperti dimuat harian Korea, Chosun Ilbo, Rabu, 21 September 2011.

"Karena Hyun Bin sangat populer di Indonesia lewat drama 'Secret Garden', pemerintah Indonesia mengundangnya untuk mengunjungi Korps Marinir dan menghadiri peringatan khusus," kata salah satu pejabat Kementerian Pertahanan Korea.

Pejabat itu menambahkan, bahwa kementerian sedang mempertimbangkan mengirim Hyun Bin sebagai utusan khusus berkaitan dengan pertahanan dan kerjasama bilateral dalam industri pertahanan.

"Karena Indonesia memutuskan untuk mengimpor jet T-50 supersonik, Mei lalu, dan mempertimbangkan membeli kapal selam, Indonesia memiliki peran besar dalam industri pertahanan Korea."

Hyun Bin yang bergabung dengan Korps Marinir Maret lalu bertugas sebagai infanteri tempur di brigade keenam di Pulau Baeknyeong. Korps Marinir sedang mempertimbangkan untuk memindahkannya ke bagian Humas.

Untuk diketahui, Indonesia berencana membeli sebanyak 16 pesawat T-50 dari Korsel. Harganya akan ditentukan kemudian dalam negosiasi. Menurut laman aircraftcompare.com, harga satuan pesawat ini mencapai US$21 juta atau sekitar Rp179,9 miliar. Menurut media di Korsel, pemerintah Korsel akan membeli pesawat CN-235 buatan Indonesia jika pemerintahan SBY jadi memborong T-50.

Dua negara juga akan melakukan joint production pesawat tempur. "Pesawat tempur yang dimaksud adalah jenis KF-X/IF-X sejumlah 10 buah, yang lima dibuat di dalam negeri, sisanya di Korea," ujar Menhan, Purnomo Yusgiantoro di kantor Kementerian Pertahanan, Jumat, 9 September 2011.

Ada yang aneh dari artikel tersebut? Bagi saya, artikel itu tidak aneh, hanya terdengar sangat lucu, menggelikan dan memuakkan. Kenapa? Baru kali ini saya mendengar ada sebuah negara mengundang seorang aktor yang didaulat sebagai Duta Pertahanan negara asing untuk hadir di acara peringatan ulang tahunnya. Sebagai seseorang yang mengikuti berita dari dunia glamor Korea, tidak pernah tersebut aktor yang dimaksud didaulat sebagai Duta Pertahanan. Dia hanya sedang dipertimbangkan untuk menjadi bagian dari public relations militer (cek artikel ini http://www.allkpop.com/2011/09/hyun-bin-being-considered-for-a-position-with-the-military-pr-team). Lhah, kok ini jadi Duta Pertahanan? Apakah karena ada permintaan / undangan dari negara ini dia diangkat jadi Duta Pertahanan?

Sungguh lucu kejadian ini.. Sungguh lucu! Sejak kapan pemerintah negara ini ikut-ikutan jadi labil dan geje aka ga jelas dan bertindak selayaknya fangirl aka penggemar berat aktor Korea? Sesignifikan apakah aktor tersebut sampai-sampai pemerintah Indonesia rela mengirimkan undangan baginya untuk menghadiri ulang tahun TNI?

Mari kita tegaskan dan jelaskan disini.. Saya, mengaku sepenuhnya, bahwa saya adalah avid fangirl. Sejak entah dari kapan, hanya musik dan film dari negara Asia Timur yang menarik minat saya. Sebutkan lagunya, saya kemungkinan besar tahu siapa penyanyinya. Sebutkan judul dramanya, saya sangat mungkin tahu siapa aktor dan artis yang bermain di dalamnya. Separuh dunia saya selalu diisi dengan musik dan film dari Cina, Jepang dan Korea. I love East Asia. Period.

Lantas, kenapa saya mencerca dan tidak suka dengan keputusan pemerintah negara ini untuk mengundang artis Korea yang notabene terkenal dan saya lihat beberapa dramanya? Mari kita perjelas disini. Ketika saya menyukai drama atau musik Korea, itu adalah urusan saya pribadi. Dan saya menghargai pilihan setiap orang dalam musik dan kesukaan lain. Kalau saya suka Korea, saya tidak akan sebal melihat orang lain lebih suka musik India atau musik Barat. It is a matter of choice and personal taste. Dan kalau saya menghabiskan begitu banyak waktu atau dana untuk memuaskan kecintaan saya itu, maka yang kena hanyalah saya dan dompet saya. Bahkan tidak dengan orang tua saya karena sedari kecil, mereka tidak pernah memberikan uang lebih untuk saya membeli kaset atau cd film kesukaan. Cukuplah mereka mentolerir lagu-lagu berbahasa aneh berkumandang setiap mereka memasuki kamar saya.

Tapi ketika pemerintah yang ikut-ikutan bertindak seperti saya dengan mengundang aktor yang bahkan belum resmi ditunjuk sebagai bagian dari public relations ke Indonesia untuk menghadiri perayaan ultah TNI, saya jadi mempertanyakan harga diri dari negara ini? apa mau ikut2an jadi fangirl? Bayangkan kalau negara jadi fangirl, siapa yang harus membayar akibatnya? Masyakarat seperti kita bukan? Mari kita rasionalisasikan. Untuk mengundang seorang "Duta Pertahanan", saya yakin negara ini akan menanggung segala biayanya. Dan jumlahnya tentu tidak sedikit, dengan segala mark up dan mark up. Darimana dana itu diambil? Tentu saja pajak kita. Pajak siapa lagi???

Dan mencermati semua deal pertahanan yang menjadi alasan dibalik undangan RI, marilah kita membahasnya dalam tataran yang lebih akademis dan filosofis. F-16 Indonesia memang sudah ketinggalan jaman. Saat turun dari pesawat di Soetta seminggu lalu dari Kupang, saya melihat 2 pesawat F-16 sedang melintasi runway menuju entah kemana. Dari jauh terlihat, pesawat itu memang sudah tua. Dengan isu kanibalisasi akibat embargo AS dulu, pesawat itu terancam jatuh kalau diterbangkan untuk jangka waktu satu dekade mendatang. Memang sudah saatnya Indonesia memperbaharui alutsistanya. Dengan apa? Tentu saja mengamankan deal pertahanan yang baru. Apakah kemudian deal dengan Korea membeli T50 sebagai jaminan Korea membeli CN235 kita merupakan deal yang baru? Dan apakah joint venture kita memproduksi pesawat tidak terasa seperti dejavu? Masih ingat Timor? Itu mobil Korea lho dan sekarang sudah tidak jelas ada dimana.

Marilah menjadi bangsa yang cerdas. Tidak menjadi bangsa yang fangirling. Korea boleh mendunia dengan Hallyu Wave-nya. Tapi itu bukan berarti topannya ikut-ikutan menyerang gerbang pertahanan negara ini. Kita harus punya harga diri dan keteguhan prinsip dalam memodernisasi armada pertahanan.

Pemerintah yang baik, kalau anda tidak ingin tingkat kepercayaan masyakarat turun lagi, batalkan niat tolol untuk mengundang Hyun Bin kesini untuk menghadiri perayaan ultah TNI. Tindakan itu hanya akan memburuk citra diri anda. Be brave and wise. Gunakan dana yang tersedia untuk kesejahteraan personel TNI dan bukan kesejahteraan seorang aktor yang sudah sejahtera.

Today, Three Years Ago

Today, three years ago, I made my first step into a whole new world. With a big black suitcase and a blue backpack, I gathered all the courage to welcome a new life ahead of me. A new life in a city called Kyoto, a city which up until today I proclaim as the most beautiful city in the world.

I still remember clearly the time I board the plane to Osaka, with final destination Kyoto. I still remember the first taste of air in Japan, humid and hot. Swarming through long highway, I set my eyes the first time in Kyoto station. Only that I forgot the picture until the view of Japan Post Office near Ritsumeikan came into life. Then, they drop us off at Ritsumeikan peace museum, the place where I would spent my first week in Kyoto. A place where I met for the first time my long-lost sister, Kisi and a good friend I wish to visit one day, Anne.

The first meeting was followed by many more. Bryan, Gyuri, Peri, Ilya, Andika, Irene, Osaze, Gillian, bu Henni, are among them who I met in my first week there. A seed of friendship was planted between us, in a hope to remain strong in the years ahead.


I remember clearly how the office took us for a tour around the school. To introduce us with International Relations department and a place called kenkyushitsu or we used to call as research room. Kenkyushitsu is a place that I call my second home for the rest of the two years. It was a place where I study, chat, open internet, work, sleep, eat, drink, read, and anything. It was my second home. A second home that holds a special memory in my heart. Cause in that place, I fall in love for the first time to a love that knows no boundary and time.

And who am I to forget how crazy we were those first week. The craziness from dealing with new houses and all administrative things. I barely skipped even a visit to the housing agency those week. Look for one house after another. To find one that suits more to our money rather than our search for luxurious comfort. I barely skipped the visit to the local office too, to get my alien card and health insurance. And the phone! the only thing that I want that week. So I can make a phone call back home. Me and Kisi decided to have similiar white softbank phone, the one that witness the ups and down in our life in Kyoto for the next two years.

With a blink of an eye, two years later, the amazing journey was ended. In a glorious ceremony called graduation. Nothing but a smile cover our face that day. No tears were supposed to be shed tough I myself was a crybaby that day. Knowing that at this point of my life, I could be bidding farewell to the love that I never knew could be so strong.

Here I am, three years later, remembering just how beautiful the friendship that I have back in Kyoto. The friendship that keeps me alive to date in a hope of meeting each other again.

My dear friend, I love you
Today, I whisper to the world for a million time that one day the world would be kind to us and give us time to be together again. Until that day, shiawase ne..

a new war might have been ignited

if one said that the war will never end, i guess i will say that it rightly so. as it is applicable to the whole universe, it is applicable to my own work of sphere. war after war, conflict after conflict. It is so much depressing when your core work eventually help someone affected from war to rebuild their life and hopes, yet at the same moment, you just started another war with one another. unending war!

as this is my second world war in my short-lived career with this office, i already feel the taste of bitterness and desperation. Yet, i am still clueless on how to deal with all of these. The bitterness and desperation is torn me inside already. What can we do after this?

i opened the pandora box and now waiting for the future to unleash. Whether it is a sweet genie or a scary demon, I have no idea. May I be given the strength to move forward. To the future so unknown to me..

Meeting SHINee Boys @ Nanjing Airport: Bonus Track

Sunday, 21 August 2011

Time of departure back to Indonesia. Back to real life after a full week of bliss and joy. Being with Kisi again is such a miracle in itself. Being with her, I feel complete again knowing that she remains the one that my soul answers without any questions or doubt. I still remember how she looked nervous taking me to SHINee concert @ olympic stadium. Looking around, wondering if she can ask someone to help me get my seat. Just when I said no worries, she was partly laughing and said I am too scary for reading her mind so easily when other people struggle to do so.. Hey buddy, I am your twinsoul, remember?

I went home around midnight after concert, stop by at a cafe shop just few buildings away from my place. It calls "sculpture in time cafe" and they have the best coffee, chocolate and view in Nanjing. I just planned to stop by for a while, but eventually spent more time than it should be because the manager was talking to me in perfect English. He was so nice that I spent more than an hour zipping my hot choco which of course made Kisi somehow worried. Gomenna chingu.. Anyway, I went back and found her laying around without any intention to pack. Both of us have to leave Nanjing the next day, me back to indonesia and her to Beijing. But nothing happen.. and I, as usual, wondering around the room talking how great was the concert. She watched my camera and said i must be crazy for taking hundreds of pictures during the concert of 3 hours. I put in on multiple shoooottt... hahahaaha..

next day, 5 AM, parting time..

no more tears shed as we know we will meet again somewhere someday in this world. Kisi told me that whatever happen later, she will travel after taking civil service examination in December. And for sure, i will fly to wherever she goes that time. So, this time is not goodbye. It is just a time to say, mata ne..

I left to airport at 11PM because I thought I need to check-in at least two hours before my departure. My flight leave at 14.10 so i guess standing in line at 12 PM at the airport is not a bad idea at all. The truth is, that could be my luckiest moment so far with SHINee boys. My check - in gate apparently would not be open until 12.40. And the check in time is limited until 13.30 only. what a weird policy! the good news is, as time went by, I realized that SHINee boys could be on the same flying time with me as many fans came in swarming the airport.

So, I gamble... should I wait for the boys outside or inside? At first, i thought that waiting outside might be the best but seeing the increasing number of fans, I realized that this could be another battle I was not sure I could win. So as soon as the staff of SHINee's lookalike came in, I followed their footstep and queuing for check-in rather than wasting my time outside. And so, my guts showed me I was right..

Just a minute after I finished my check in, I heard loud scream and at the corner of check-in counter JongHyun and Key walked in. The manager looked so scary and dragged the boys to the corner. hhmmm... as much as I want to see JJong and Key more, I was anxiously waiting for Minho for sure. Couple of second later, Taemin and Onew showed up looking exhausted after swarming through fans. Where is my Minho??? a minute later, there he came.. two bodyguards pull his body and he looked in between smiling and exhausted. He was gathered in the corner with the rest of the boys, acting cute showing the rest how he got out from the fans in the terminal. Gooooossshh.. He is skinny!!! I mean, in the stage, he looks tall and well built. Here he was, a few meters away, looking slender and thin with perfect porcelain skin. Minhhhoooooo....

a minute later, they were taken to the immigration counter amidst the chaotic situation. Following my instinct, I followed as well, queuing in the immigration counter. The result: 10 minutes of total fangirling!!! Minho, standing tall and gorgeous as always, just 5 meters away from me. I couldn't help but to look at him and at certain point, I put all my courage and bow to him nodding how much i am thankful for their song. He might recognized me in my shinee concert tee which is orange in color and has "Minho" written on the back. I don't care!!!

Jjong and Taem were the first in line, followed by Key and Onew. Minho stand on the third row with the manager. This means that he would be the last to que and I will have the chance to see him the longest than others. Thank you, God.. Thank Yooouuu... With a shaking hand, I gathered another courage, pull out my phone and snapped pictures below before an immigation officer forbid me to do so. And so, I stand there, numb from seeing Minho so close and thankful that instead of looking toward the immigration desk, Minho was facing his manager, which allow me to see him in up close mode..













Thank you, SHINee.. Thank you..

and most of all, Thank you, God.. You granted all my dreams and made them come true. Flying to Nanjing, spending blissful days with Kisi and attending SHINee World Concert with meeting the boys at the airport as a bonus track. And in my search of happiness, i guess, happiness means making dream, pursuing it and be thankful about it...

Welcome to SHINee World Concert Nanjing (part 6)

Again, we began to chant: "SHINee... SHINee...SHINee.."

encore.. encore..encore.. we want encoreee.... we want the boys baaaaccckkkk...

and so our demand was met with the boys coming back in their pearl aqua concert tee and white pants. To me, the moments they appeared with that color coordination outfit, I almost jump into moshpit! goooossshhh... the boys look gorgeous! this is the best color coordination the have so far, far better than the color they crash during SWC in Taiwan. Man, they look mighty good!!!

thhheeeeennn... fans went super crazy after Minho succeeded in avoiding Jjong's kiss he actually asked. Fans went even crazier when Jjong lean his body toward Minho which caused Onew and Key to look at them with somehow disbelief look.








Later after the concert, rehearsal video was revealed showing Jjong and Minho were actually kissing! such a fuss was created around the net because the sudden peck kiss was directed toward one of the most good looking creatures in K-Pop Idol (forgive me for being bias ;p). Considering the same event happened again during the concert, my conclusion is one: this is Over-The-Top Fan Service!! and I hate this!!!


Anyway, back to concert, the boys sang JOJO of which choreography I personally voted as the best of the night. First, I really love their outfit color coordination. and second, the way they sang Jojo is refreshing and so light. The happiness was in the house once agaaaiiinn...




And so they came running around the stage. Minho took fans cheering banner with his name on it. While Key and Taemin happily running around throwing ball.. Minho and Jjong too, while spitting water on each other. that's grroouuusseee boyz! hhahahaha...








The vibe of concert coming to an end soon can be felt when the boys sang "one". with corfetti pouring down, it is a sign of reward for what the boys has performed. ONE VERY GOOD Performance!!




ooooohhh... I was sooo not ready to be separated from the shining shinee boys.. pllleaaaseeee... They made their final thank you remarks. Approaching our stage and bow 90 degrees.












After giving us the thank you bow and waving goodbye at us with smile. they came back to center stage to join the rest of the crew and wave us their final goodbye.. *cries* .

Each members said their thank you.. Key and Jjong repeatedly said "xie xie da jia" while my baby Minho's thank you remarks were the longest. Mentioning a number of Noonas I didn't recognized. Maybe he put my name too, but I was too hallucinated about parting with the boys. hahahaha... Minho, once again, prove himself as a noona-killer!










but like what Hello Baby said at the end of their show, "parting is not something sad, you meet and you have fun and then it's the ending point of a meeting". I guess, that's what i was planted into my head when the concert was about to come to an end. Me and SHINee certainly have fun and after 3 hours of good concert, it's the ending point of a meeting. And it marks a dream that was cemented 8 months earlier. To come to SHINee World Concert. That dream is now coming true..




Thank you for amazing concert, boys.. This is a truly dream coming true. See you again at the next show.. thank you.. thank you... And let me know run toward the future, embarking a new dream, a new hope..

Welcome to SHINee World Concert Nanjing (part 5)

ROCK IT, BOYS!!!

The next part of the concert is definitely far from ballad and mellow. Call "Ring Ding Dong" and you shake most of the world into rhythm! Yoo Geeunnnaaaaa... That's the only name I want to scream. WHY? Anyone remember Hello Baby?? YooGeun is the only official SHINee's sixth member after mastering Ring Ding Dong under mischievous SHINee appa's guidence for 3 months. Oooohh... how much I want Yoo Geun to be there and dance RDD with appas..




Rock your body with "up and down" and "ready or not" as the boys running cheerfully toward the crowd! I found this moment to be so much fun seeing the boys happily running into the center stage. And my camera, as crazy as i don't look while shooting capture just the beauty of their smile! yaaayyy








and the crowds were screaming like crrraaazzzzyyyyy when Jjong sit on the stage and Taemin running from behind hugging the hyung! literally craaazzzeeeeyyyy...




meanwhile, someone was literally tired. This is only year 2011, leader Onew!! wakakakaka....




and the boys were hyper and over the top during "ready or not". for me, this is the first time i have to hold myself not to turn myself like crazy just as the boys did it in front of me. someone might kill me if i do! hahahaahah... and trust me, not picture is taken. I was to busy laughing seeing how hyper minho could be with jjong. JongHo are hyppppeeeerr!!!

Next to make the crowds get crazier is LUCIFER! Welcome to the laser show and i have to admit, it was one good laser show!!! all the boys were lifted to the air with their arms equipped with wolverine-kind-of-hand that projects laser..












suddenly: THANK YOU appears on the screen and we all scream like craaazzeeee... Bring back our SHINee!!!!

to be continued

Welcome to SHINee World Concert Nanjing (part 4)

and so, the serene songs continues.. (tough you cannot categorize Love Like Oxygen as sad ;p)

VCR came in.. setting a new mode of broken heart as the next song is none other than Quasimodo and Life. Despite all the sadness hanging because of the two songs, i have to admit i was literally dies during this two songs. The boys look extremely good looking in their white suit. me being Minho bias, couldn't help but look at him all the time. But I have to admit, Key once again give me the most picturesque look. He draws everyone seeing him at the time into his eyes, which tells you that love brings only sadness and no other than that..











The serene surrounding is what come next with me only able to open my mouth in disbelief. Here we are, standing in somewhat an opera concert with Onew coming for his solo. Singing Nessun Dorma, he literally mesmerized all of us with a vocal of an opera singer. I can only open my mouth while he reached all those high notes. No picture was taken and Hail to Leader Onew!!


Hail to the boys again for coming as an angel! Right there, in front of me, Minho came slowly to the stage from below the stage as an angel. Luckily, i know very well Minho will come from there, so I barely breath during his appearance. Kissssiiii.. You bought me the nicest spot in the concert!!








Angel song, came from a traditional Korean children song, was sang beautifully by the boys. Everytime I remember the concert, Angel is always the first song to come to mind. So beautiful it is, I sang it over and over again with the boys.. with Leader Onew came last as a divine angel hugging a little boy. With the way the perform it, SHINee made sure that none of us will forget that performance in years to come..






to be continued

Welcome to SHINee World Concert Nanjing (part 3)

Fun continueeeeessssss

After A-Yo, which means I am still in the land of dream and disbelief, the boys (blurry in my mind) continues with "Romantic" and "Obsession". I only remembered a fraction of this performance thanks to the hype of A-Yo. The boys changed into caramel-white outfit and sang the song at the main stage. The melody of romantic truly made you feel like in a mellow country.. ooohh.. so serene..




my senses snap back only when the boys took the rolling stage into center stage while "Obsession". The song was so sad I can see Key almost shed his tears while singing it. And as I promised you before, this is where Diva Key approached our stage and gave us the best photo shooting session ever.






and Minho gave me that sad look as well, under the red light during Obsession..




One of my fave parts of the concert came next when the boys sang Graze. Graze is a sad love song. Truly sad.. and with this song I connect myself. My love and the love of my life. The one I love with such sincerity that I never known before. Too sad, as the boys also said it, I was never been more than comfortable friend from the beginning. And during Life, my tears drop as a farewell for another million time. Wishing that the love should fade as soon as the new song begin..




The next part is Replay.. Being so mellow during Graze, I barely recover during Replay. Although there is VCR before hand. Waiting for the boys to change the subtle outfit into colorful one. Romeo version it is!! Shiny colorful jeans.. here I commmeeee....



then there was "love like oxygen". In contrary with Graze, I hate love like oxygen. Love never been an oxygen since 3 years ago. Its more Carbon dioxide for me. frustrating and relenting.. So I stand still during the song only to question when will be the time love become an oxygen instead the contrary..




to be continued