something about accepting imperfection

nobody is perfect
not every thing is perfect

I don't know how many times do we heard that wise wisdom?
how many times do we try to apply that for our life.
many times maybe..
but for me, i always have a hard time accepting imperfection.

by saying this,it doesnt mean that i am perfect.
i am far from perfect, my life, my personality, my career..
everything about me is not perfect.

but having an imperfect me, is it hard to expect only perfect stuff to the things that i have bought myself?
the things to keep me happy,to satisfy my need.
what is wrong with that?
it is not human i am talking about,
but more about stuff, things, hardware! esp electronic things!
if it's not perfect, i am more than happy to throw it or give it away
or sell it as soon as i can
i hate seeing them!!!

apparantly,i am learning the hardest way to know this part of my broken personality
and how to accept it & make peace with it.
why this things came so hard?

For years,i am tired to be an imperfect little cousin.
had to be the one that always look upon my so-called perfect cousin.
years later,i realize she is just as imperfect as i am

and for years after that, i am tired pretending to be a perfect big sister.
i am not!i am tired to live as role model.
for GOD's sake,i am just as imperfect as my poor little brother.


how could i deal with this imperfection thing?
how should i make peace with this?