Will he..

They say, love won't cost a thing. i guess i am not lucky. love cost me my sanity and belief. A belief that there will be love after this..

a love as great, as beautiful, as sincere..
will I ever feel that again?
will I ever meet him?

Let me be honest, my dream is to get married before 30. It is a dream, not a priority not a target. Now that the number is approaching soon, I don't know if there will be a miracle. Will I ever meet him before 30. Will he ever hold my hand and take it for the rest of his life. Does he even exist?

God, if you really have him in my life, please let be me in peaceful. Not in a restless state like this. Please.. I am begging you..