When a time to let go someone so dear has come

What`s hurt more than letting go of someone so dear to us go?

Back then, I read a famous quotation
If you love someone, set him free
If he never come back, he will never be yours
But if he come back, he is forever yours

How much is a chance of a man you like to like you back and come back to you after he left?
How much is a chance of a man to find a home in you?
How many roads to take to finally find that man?
and How much is a chance of a man to come back to you after he left?
When we think that we finally meet that man
We just stupidly realize that it seems that there is a missing link.. a missing piece in the puzzle
And he just left without you knowing whether there is or was you in his heart

a friend reminds me that love can be so beautiful. It can make you happy. Turn you into the happiest girl on earth. But love can be so painful. So painful as it can be that you won`t ever think to fall for any guy again

Sometimes, I think that the world is acting on its own account. It doesn`t bother how people actually want to do, have or feel. The world is no different than an old man. He stand so distance from us. Watching us with his old clock in his hand and standing with his walking stick. So firm he stands that he will only laugh at our good and wrong doings. He laugh, and he just left. Like it is, then when we have life that we want without a man inside to complete us, he suddenly appear in our door. Then, he suddenly can give us the happiest moments in our life. But suddenly, life took him back, robed him from us without we ever expected it. Without asking how we feel. Without giving us a chance to reach him back. He is no different than a shooting star. He appears as fast as he dissapears. Left us alone in despair. Left us alone to find some safe ways to let him go. To let him go..

And to let someone so dear to us go doesn`t come easy. It involves feelings called sadness, hurt, desperation, hopeless, and livingless. That`s why, I guess why love can be sooo painful, though it made us happy for some times. It takes a whole lot courage to enjoy the wonderful feeling of being in love with someone. And it takes a whole lot of courage and love too when a time to let go of someone so dear to us has come.. To let him go without asking `will you comeback to me?`