when the Lounge is not so comfortable anymore..

Sometimes, our lounge is not so comfortable anymore. Too many stuff with broken sofa and messy magazines scattered all around the room. Perhaps, it is time to clean that up. How? Oprah may call it "de-cluttering". Me calls it decluttering life.. How? No idea!



Let me share my story of the so-called decluttering efforts. In attempt to bring back my sanity that is being cut by office workload, i often run to my old habit. I happily indulged myself in the Idol World. The newest line is 5 boys called SHINee. Famous for being noona's sweetheart by singing "noona nomu yeppo" in their debut, many of SHINee's songs give me a fresh air happiness and delight. Their song as well, called A-Yo, saved my life once upon a time where I had no job offer at all. The song told me to take a break if I feel tired in time of hardness and difficulties. But they remind me as well not to give up and never becomes weak. So here I am, typing this post during office break, remembering how that song saved my soul before the office break it.



And for saying thank you, I flew myself to Nanjing. Attending their concert and personally whisper to their kind soul a thank you note sincerely from my heart. And that's what I call a decluttering. Cause saying thank you to them relief me from pain and desperation. Cause flying to SHINee and Kisi is a gift to myself for being able to survive such a painful conflict and build cooperation bit by bit.



Now that it happens again, when days are shitty and boss don't smile while problems are mounting with my own incapability as a leader, what decluttering should I do? There is no way I could fly myself again to Singapore for SHINee concert. Or back to Beijing to see Kisi. Now what??



Do I feel happy after Nanjing? yes, yes, and Yes!!



But now, I feel like a million task is waiting ahead of me. A task harder than before. Like being graduated from one grade then moving up to another grade. More responsibilities in hand. What should I do?



At the moment, I have no idea.. Not even a single idea. Maybe by time, there must be a way and I'll find it out somehow