mistake, love and regret

deeegg!!!

mati gw!!!


itulah rasanya pas tadi bu Wieq nelpun. Aku melakukan kesalahan super fatal dengan lupa mengirimkan undangan untuk salah satu narasumber. makin panjanglah semua kesalahan gw..setelah tadi siang gw dianggap enggak becus coz bikin power point aja ga bisa. padahal tu power point cuma ditulis sehari. Ya udahlah...terima aja. Gw emang salah.

Nah, kesalahan tidak mengirimkan itu emang fatal. Kilta lihat apa yang bikin gw begitu. pertama, gw selalu aja menunda hal. kedua, jarang banget mengkonfirmasi padahal kerjaan gw selalu deket2 telpun. ketiga, sangat super teledor dan pelupa. keempat, ketidakmampuanku untuk membaca situasi dan kondisi plus analisa psikologi orang. udah tahu bu wik ga mungkin ngirimin undangan sendirian, masih aja itu gw lakukan. bodoh!

hasilnya??? ya begini ini. ga jelas..kebodohan dan ketotolan besar. sepertinya, aku ga pernah belajar dari masa lalu ya??

Bu wik bilang ini karena gw lagi in love. Yeaahh right! im in love??

but somehow..deep down in my heart, i realize that it probably true. it probably are...
do i really in love with him? to the one who open the door after a long time..the one whose smile melten my world? the one that i miss so much during weekend? someone who i can share nice laugh with? someone to whom i can talk? is he really the one?

but why it came so late???
its terribly late to fall for someone..someone like him


i better concentrate to make my life a bit smoother. This case is just the worse that could happen during my life in the office. the worst...